[Bishop's Fantasy?]
This is MY story and I'm sticking to it!Back To The Wierd Dreams
2007-06-15
OK, so I've stopped taking various prescription medications to help me sleep. It's not that I'm having so much difficulty sleeping - I just want to sleep without dreaming because the dreams were causing me so much anguish. I decided I was having adverse side effects, so I quit taking anything except ibuprofen. Last night, I had the strangest one yet. I dreamt that the Bishop was Cary Grant. He looked like the Bishop, but had the same jaunty irresistable cadence to his speech that Cary Grant had (whom I'm desperately in love with). I swear I was born in the wrong era!! Anyway, in my dream, there was the single most torrid, steamy love-making "scene" between the two of us- something you'd never actually see in a Cary Grant movie, but the implication was often there. I've had experiences like that with the Bishop, so it wasn't exactly a stretch of the imagination. After that "scene", he was leaving to go pick up breakfast for us. We were in some sort of two-story apartment building, but the street looked the same as the one I lived on in South Sioux. He went to get in my car, but the car exploded just before he got to it. Fortunately, he wasn't hurt and had the sense to avoid his own car. He got into a cab and that's where the dream ended.
I'm not sure there's really anything to read into the dream except that I miss him and the way he touched me. I remember it vividly still. I can't decide if that's a curse or a blessing. The memories haven't been embelished because they never needed to be. It actually was that good with him. My thoughts have been pretty well under control during the day, but without medication, they still come back big as life in my dreams. What to do?
Barnabus (2007-06-15)
Hmmmm must have been something you ate!!! hehehehe
LOL Peanut butter at night gives me weird dreams too!!
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